Tragic, Reinvent.

It’s a saddening news that Chris Benoit has passed away recently. He’s the best damn technical wrestler I’ve seen in my entire life, I’m disappointed that I’ve not seen him perform live, his energy and passion is truly one of its kind. To end this way is really unfair for so many people. It’s hard to believe that he’s gone forever from the business. Watching him with Eddie Guerrero and Dean Malenko since the WCW days has been a long journey. I think he earned everyone’s respect in the industry. I wonder how will Malenko end up in the near future….i hope not another tragedy.

It’s been quite long since I last posted something up, there’s little to ramble about these days. It’s the very basic boring Melbourne but at the same time I love it here, just doing nothing. Coupled ones would enjoy their holidays and the single guys like me would be doing nothing much at home. Oh, I have a job now. It’s much better than staying in watching Chinese TVB drama series and Anime collection I’ve accumulated. At least I’ve side income to spend on things I want to buy for myself =D.

I’ve been thinking about reinventing, myself and others. For what reason? I’m not sure but the thought keeps coming back into my mind. It’s time to evaluate myself, examine who I am, how I feel about myself and others. I’ve got far greater control over myself than I can ever imagine but where do I start? Who do I want to become? Maybe it’s a little early to start on these character, personality and mental beliefs but it’s all in my hands to shape and fashion as I wish. I shall start on something I dislike about myself and do something about it. That’ll make a big step in reinventing myself and people around me.

Anberlin!!!!

Went to Anberlin’s intimate gig last night at Corner Hotel. The show was awesome. It was power performance since the beginning when they played “A Whisper And A Clamor” to get everyone to clap their hands and go there were intense moshing right at the back but I was right at the front so it was pretty OK for me =D. They played most of my favourite songs and a cover of Radiohead’s “Creep!” from the AOL under cover session. I was quite nice seeing them play acoustics and everyone just sang along to “The Unwindling Cable Car” and “dismantle.repair”. The most pops were “Adelaide”, “Godspeed” and songs from the old album such as “Paperthin Hymn” and “Never Take Friendship Personal”. I’ve gotta say they sound really awesome live, much louder and it was fuckin good. Copeland gave quite a performance but Angela’s Dish was dissapointing, I think they need a better vocalist. Copeland is pretty good listen for those who dig Death Cab for Cutie. Looking forward to Bullet for My Valentine and most likely to attend Fall Out Boy and Jack’s Mannequin show in September.

Some pics I took are on Flickr here.

On a more personal note, I’ve began to hate indecisive people. I know it’s hard to make decisions and those suffering from it can often spend whole days in the house or garden, or right in front of the computer unable to decide what they should do. Study or relax. Obviously, understanding what you want to achieve and stop trying to get more information on something will help with indecisive people. Make your own choices and hope for the better. Life’s not perfect, there are risks but it’s not the end of the world. I’m quite indecisive myself but seeing as things go, I’m starting to make better and smarter choices for myself. Take control of your life. Back to some studies, peace. xoxoxo

Raw and War

It’s time for War once again! Exams, exams, exams….. First paper is Eng A, then Geomatics, Mechanics of Solids and Management. What shall I do for the holidays? I’ll probably hit the clubs on Friday and then start my huge collection of anime. I’m gonna have fun watching series and TV. Yes! Foxtel has arrived at my apartment and there’s Fox8! Now i get to watch WWE RAW and Smackdown! every week. I just watched ECW, the show still sucks ass. I hope Vince McMahon do something like bringing Paul Heyman back into ECW. Maybe then it’ll convince me that ECW is still hardcore enough…

There is no antidote to the Poison

Guess what, Bullet for My Valentine is coming down south and I’m all pumped up ready for it. Just got the tickets today, It’ll be a great, wild night! Anberlin is this Saturday, won’t be disappointed I hope *crosses finger* (due to sucky bands Angela’s Dish and not-my-type-of-music Copeland). But again, BFMV!

Exams are around the corner all right but recently I’ve been playing lots of games, especially since Tomb Raider Anniversary was out few days ago. Did I tell you I’m a Tomb Raider addict, I dig Tomb Raider series, played ‘em all, watched ‘em all, this remake of the 1st game is totally unbelievable beautiful. I remember the first day when I’ve got my PS1 (yes, the grey big chunky one), Tomb Raider was one of first few games I tried, it totally kicks ass. But I didn’t finish the game because it was too tough, maybe cuz my brain cells wasn’t fully developed at that time or I’m just plain dumb. I’ve gotta thank Eidos and Crystal Dynamics for letting me finish off the game!

OK, so now studies isn’t working out very well, I’m kinda slacking these days due to boredom from last week’s constant study. My brain’s outta juice so…..hope for the best. I’m quite confident though. Peace.